Worship time is one of my favorite parts of the church service.
My hands don't reach for the sky when my heart overflows.
I might clap, but only if someone else claps first.
Singing is something I do rather quietly...I think...I hope...
I don't want anyone else to hear me.
I might sway a bit or close my eyes in worship but that's as crazy as I get.
I have a hang-up.
Sometimes I want to raise my hands.
But, I don't.
Partly because I've been annoyed by flamboyant worshippers...
People who disregard personal space and stick their arms in front of others as they reach for the heavens.
And partly because flamboyant worship can be deceptive...and that's all I'll say about that.
(I'm being real here.)
And...I know me.
I don't want to be fake - to raise my hands to appear to be worshipping when my heart isn't in it.
(I might have done that once or twice.)
And I don't trust myself to mean it when I'm in a crowd of my friends and acquaintances.
Just being honest.
But I do have a no-holds-barred cathedral.
No one else is there, yet people are all around.
It's just me, God and whatever worship song is playing.
In my car.
Not every time I'm in my car, but sometimes.
I don't doubt my heart when no one will know and no one but God sees.
I turn up the radio and belt out my praise.
I raise my hand...only one, because Jesus won't LITERALLY take the wheel.
I stop singing at stoplights if it's a crowded intersection.
Then, when the light turns green,
And sing some more...
I don't think I'm the only one.
Is your car a cathedral?